Some songs that I have had on rotation during the last two months:
Definitely a selection of breakup songs, with some being angry, some sad, and some bittersweet. I think music is an important part of the healing ritual. Soon I’ll start listening to the break-up songs where people come out even stronger, as that is what I hope happens. These songs are almost finished me thinks.
I have no idea how long it will take for me to be able to 100 percent open my heart to someone else. I’m terrified of hurting like this again. I was never good at the dating scene, and I thought it was over. Now, even though I’m definitely putting myself first, I’m back in that world. I’m not sure what to think about the whole thing.
Oi vey. Maybe I should build a little brick wall around my heart. I think that would be good. Not helpful in the long run, but good.
“How does it feel? To be on your own, with no direction home, like a complete unknown, like a rolling stone” ~ Bob Dylan